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I fight so I don't have to.

I stay aloof– far from the noises outside. I listen to my own inner voice. Silencing that voice only amplifies the outside noises. 

So, there is a good chance I will not actively seek interaction unless there is a necessity. And I will also expect someone else to do so. I won't be mad or sad for such approaches. In fact, I'll appreciate the honesty for reaching me out.

I am absent from almost all the virtual social platforms. I spend my time with books that challenge my stances, pens that put my thoughts out, music that elevates my moments, friends who inspire transformation and family who share my place in the world.

If you happen to pique any interest in me, just know some of my tastes:
Music: Rap/Hip-Hop, Alternative; Eminem, Kendrick Lamar, J. Cole, NF, Pink Floyd, Ed Sheeran Arnob; Automatic For The People, Mr. Morale & The Big Steppers, From Zero.
Film: 12 Angry Men, Into The Wild, The Shawshank Redemption, Interstellar, Two: A Film Fable.
Book: Sapiens, Oxford Advanced Learner's Dictionary, A Study in Scarlet, 1984, রামের সুমতি।
Painting: The two thousand yard stare, Wanderer above the Sea of Fog, The Scream.
Philosophy: Nihilism, Stoicism.
Comedian: George Carlin, Ricky Gervais, Dave Chappelle.

This is a disclosure, not a justification.

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